lupa lah pulok.

nak upload gamba kat post tadi, lupe pulak

lama tak beli stock makanan

haha macam budak duk hostel sangat :D

ada choc kandos!

terasa seperti budak 6 tahun kembali! ngeh

patuuuu papablake pakai adidas! hehe
pakcik ceelo bagi

tak comel, sbb tua haha

tapi suara sedap :D

#memories

ayyy :)

harini aku bosan sangat kat rumah, jadi aku pun kemas2 barang. lepas tuh tengok2 gamba time sekolah. aih rindu pulok kat budak oooo-treeeee :\

lepas tgk2 gamba tuh, aku jumpa macam 4 keping ke berapa keping gambar tah yang aku rasa aku patutnya dah lama buang. sepatutnya banyak lagi tapi aku rasa yang lain2 tuh aku dah buang lama dah kot. tak ingat. tapi bila aku tengok aku terus koyak, tak rasa apa. aku tak boleh nak ingat apa2 yang dah jadi, semua macam samar2. happy times semua lesap. kadang2 aku cuba nak ingat, tapi aku tak ingat jugak, sampai tertido tak ingat jugak. tapi...ada tapi tuh. tapi aku nampak sesuatu dalam diri aku, aku rasa aku dah mature sikit. Aku boleh control perasaan aku sikit, sabar sikit, entahla aku rasa sekarang aku macam happy, sebenarnya dulu banyak sangat benda dalam hidup ni aku tak nampak... reason aku koyak bukanlah sbb benci tapi sbb aku rasa aku kena tinggalkan semua ni, buat apa nak toleh balik. hari baru, udara baru.

dramatic sungguh main koyak2 gamba, yelah takkan aku nak buang sekeping2 tuh jugak kannn,mak aku jumpe kang tanye pulok, padahal benda lame -.- mak aku dah la suka mencari cerita terbaru kitorang heheeh.. Aku bersyukur dengan hidup aku sangat. Kalau benda ni semua tak jadi, sekarang mungkin aku lalai lagi. Lalai dari segi mana pun aku tak tau nak terang, cuma aku rasa sebelum ni, hidup aku ni untuk orang lain je, aku jarang rasa aku buat benda untuk happy kan diri sendiri, balik2 nak fikir perasaan orang je lebih, padahal orang nak guna kita je, alamak, meyimpang pulak post aku, jadi post emo pulak. apa2 pun, kalau diberi peluang putar balik masa waktu zaman sekolah tu pun aku tak nak, aku suka je, tapi aku lagi suka SEKARANG ;)

pastu esok kelas aku pukul 2 ptg, aku tak tau nak tido macam mana, tak boleh tido, nampak gayanya aku nengok heri poter lagi ler nieeee hihi. nanitteeeee

kind of nervous!

tomorrow is kind of a big day for me, Insyaallah everything will be fine :)

jahat

Hari ini tak berapa nak happy :( Aku rasa aku ni jahat, hmmm..

Aku tak boleh tengok muka kau, Aku stress. Entahla kenapa, dengar suara kau pun boleh buat aku tekanan. kau banyak sangat buat aku stress haritu dan aku masih tak boleh get over. jadi kau faham2 jela, kalau boleh, aku cakap kat kau depan2 benda ni, tapi nak buat macam mana, aku pengecut, tulis kat sini jela boleh. 

jahat ke aku sbb aku ada perasaan macam ni?

haih

anyonyonyo sho shweet :D

baru nak tido kejap, tiba2 ada orang ketuk pintu

alolololo sweet angat kay nie!

Thanks ^_^

morning!

lame tak main webcam :D

new trim!

selamat datang ke trimester baru :)

aku pun tak tau kenapa aku excited sangat nak mula trimester baru ni. tapi yang penting usaha lebih trimester ni ^_^ dan aku rasa aku boleh fokus lebih since less distraction. dannnnnn most of tv series nak habis season daaaa.

erm, sedikit gambar mungkin?

poptarts choco fudge! nummeyhhh :D

choco cheesecake

and the best thing ever!

16% off yeayyy for mehh!

potatooooo naaa ahhhh

potato naaaaaaaaa ahhhhhhhh

bananaaaaaaaa aaaaaaa

cutest thing ever!!!!!!!!

ba ba ba babanana

awhhhhh despicable meeee

Selamat pagi

Semalam aku mimpi pelik sangat, pelik sgt! Mmg dah tak ingat tu macam mimpi dah, lepastu aku boleh pulak bestfriend ngan adam lambert, g camping sama2. Isk3 btw patrick saya hi :)

mr.Drew

kelakar jugak mamat ni :D

i love this song!

marchieee march!

selamat march :)

ke last post aku tuh mmg dah bulan march, tak apa lah, biarkan sajaaaa.

hari ni aku sedih sbb mungkin charger laptop bakal tak bernyawa lagi, bateri pun sudah kong, haih banyak pulak duit nak kena guna, yang penting nanti kena beli charger dulu.

okay hentikan kesedihan. tapi kan sedih jugak harini. aku pun tak paham kenapa semua tv series nak sedih2. kenapa hari ini? mungkin sbb aku tido petang. ahha padahal takde kena mengena pun. Aku ni suka betul buang masa, baru perasan. dah bertahun2 tapi baru hari ni aku baru perasan.

Aku kan setiap kali tgk tv series mesti aku akan skip2. bila episod baru keluar, aku akan tengok cepat2, skip setiap 5 minit macam tu, aku pun tak tau kenapa. lepas tuh baru aku tengok balik dari awal sampai habis, pada hari yang sama. membuang masa betul, tapi aku rasa nak prepare emosi aku dulu kot. oh merepek nya perangai aku -.- cerita yang aku tgk ni berseason2, lepastu rasa attached, macam tengok harry potter semalam! sedih weh.

semalam satu hari aku habiskan dengan harry potter, lepas habis tu aku rasa tua :( aku ingat lagi dulu2 waktu harry potter & philosopher's stone keluar, mintak kat mak beli bertie botts dgn chocolate frog, padahal xsedap mana pun, tapi excited. Lepastu bila masuk hostel, rasa xminat sgt dah harry potter sbb takleh tgk wayang. Semalam pulak tiba2 touching tengok harry potter. Aku suka Sirius Black, nampak tak taste merepek aku tuh. haha tapi Ron pun apa kurang nya huhu.

ehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. aku nak tulis pasal benda lain, tapi aku lupa dah sebenarnya. isk nanti2 lah sambung blogging.naniteeee :D

masa masih ada

Ohhhhhh. aku dah bukak balik blog ni tapi lupa nak ubah setting, private, patutlah sahabat tak boleh bukak :\

Aku selalu rasa nak update blog, tapi aku rasa tengok tv series lagi penting jadi tak berupdate lah blog ni. Cuti tinggal lagi seminggu! yeayyyy! Aku tak berapa suka cuti sebab aku taktau nak buat apa, kalau duit bergunung ganang boleh lah aku membazir hari2 tapi mestilah tak. Last week hari2 keluar pun aku rasa bosan. Aku nak pergi kelas..cey! haha betul la. Sekurang2 nya ada lah benda baru yang nak dibuatnya.

malangnya, cuti2 ni jugak lah aku rindu si Sharky. tak bawak balik dia kat rumah, sbb aku malas nak angkat -.- maafkan aku sharky. Aku dah jumpa tutorial yang senang gila nak faham dan lagu best2 dan orang yang ajar tu Malaysian. mmg wa suka lah kan :D

Le Sharky!

suka lagu ni,

bukan senang nak dengar si hillbilly ni nyanyi lagu macam ni

new schedule

Monday - Desperate Housewives, The Walking Dead
Tuesday - How I Met Your Mother
Wednesday - Parenthood
Thursday - One Tree Hill
Friday - The Big Bang Theory

now I have to wait for the cycle -.-

hihi :D

mesti blake rasa nak tampo je gaga tuh hihihi

howie d and yu shirota!

How can i not notice this. It's Yu Shirota orrrrrr should i say Kagurazaka [Hanakimi] / Tezuka [ Prince of Tennis]. He and Howie D *ehem2 did some songs together. I watched the video for few times but I didn't notice that it was him! *ignorant! whyyyy oh whyyyy

English + Spanish

Yu Shirotaaaaaaa! :)

am i crazy or what?

i found this cute,

whoever made this is the awesomest person EVER!

yeayyy

i didn't forget

I'm sooooo sorry. I didn't forget your birthday.
I wanted to call you on your birthday but I didn't because... I don't know!
I was confused.

and happy belated birthday [ if you still read my blog] to you.
soooo sorry, i'll talk to you next month!

heartbroken and still breathing

It took me awhile [errr..one year n plus2] to realize everything that had happened to me. Well it's true, time does heal. It's not easy but it's not impossible, you just need time and think.

It was horrible for me, I lost a person I love and a bestfriend at the same time [no one is dying here, they just no longer in my life]. At first, I kinda feel lonely..because I used to have someone to talk to when I feel miserable, well that explain my previous posts [the emo posts to be precise]. *facepalm okay, just imagine, u talk to this one person every single day,he/she knows everything about you and out of sudden you guys just stop talking..and he/she kinda hates you now..err well in my story, it was my fault. I just don't know how to deal with these kind of stuffs.

I don't know how to say sorry, I don't know what to do when someone is upset, I don't know how to give advice, all I know is to listen and help people in need. I'm not good with words, there are so many things that I wanna tell you but I didn't.  we're okay now but things will never be the same,I'm just happy to still have you in my life, you're like one of the awesomest friend i have. but then, you are my past.

For those who feels what I feel or maybe worse, you are going to be okay. One day you'll wake up and realize that everything happens for a reason.

Now, I feel like writing about something else.

MOVIES. We don't find the meaning of life/love in movies. Movies are fictional even if it is based on a true story. We don't make our life decision based on movies. There's always a good way to do things, the main thing is to make sure that we're telling the truth. The truth hurts sometimes but the lies worse.   I bet no one understands what I'm talking about, it is just that I need to write this. I've been keeping this for quite sometime.

We should be living in the present and thinking about the future, not the past :)

and yes this blogpost is kinda weird.

err, goodbye then.

delete, undelete

hahah. undelete balik blog lama! kenapa oh kenapa. haritu adalah sebabnya aku delete blog ni, sbb aku rasa nak tulis pasal someone, tapi kang aku tulis kecik hati pulok,tapi hati aku banyak je kau dah kecikkan. aih emo pulak aku. huhu tapi tulis blog baru tak menarik, rasa bosan. kalau tulis kat sini rasa cam best, tgk post ade 6ratus lebih,macam wow.. banyak nye karangan aku buat, padahal hanya lah gamba2 tak berfaedah aku tu.

jadi aku mulakan balik menulis kat sini. lagipun aku bosan cuti ni, dah keluar 4 hari berturut2 pun aku masih lagi bosan,tak tau nak buat apa malam2. jadi blogging lah penyelesaiannya. aku nak delete ade certain blog post yang lama2.. sbb kadang2 aku tulis tu time fikiran aku tak stabil, padahal benda yang aku feelingnya seminit jer rasa, kadang2 teringat. bila baca balik, malu2 huhu tapi bukan harini lah delete, xlarat aku nak tgk satu2..

aku tetap aku. seorang manusia yang tak tetap pendiriannya. sekejap ada sekejap tak ada. sekejap lapar sekejap kenyang, nanti lah aku sambung tulis, nak turun bawah ni. :) apa2 pun selamat bercuti semua.

god gave me you :)

yeayyyyy!
yeayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!
yeayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!

i've been saving my money for a while,

and now i feel like i have to spend my money on these ;

the problem is, they don't ship these to malaysia :( 

but a friend[from other country] is willing to help me :D yeayyyy for me

should i buy this one?

KISS ME COUNTRY ARSE?

everytime people annoys me,

i'll say..

you can KMCA :D