here

just arived in KL,
i'm still thinking, how can i move on? what should i do.
when we were in plane, just now,
my mom sat wit my father, and i sat at the back row alone,
tears just come out from my eyes.. and i can't stop thinking about him.
i never thought about not having him in my life,
i never regret anything
a part of me still want his love, a part of me still love him,
a part of me wants him back.. but i can't do anything with it,
can't turn back time, can't change anything.
there's like a hole inside my heart.

Ya Rabb,
i know that things happen for a reason,
there's always a hikmah
i believe that
i hope that i can be strong, as i am ur weak servant.